I haven't got over the tremor, which happened around 3hr30mins ago. I'm still trembling a lil bit and my heart is beating at a slightly faster rate.
Why did god send me such surprises again?

You might be wondering what's that surprise. Oh well, i almost couldn't take O level and parents nearly lose me. Cuz i was closed to being knock down by a car. For some weird reason, i didn't know why i cross the road. But i swear i didn't saw that oncoming car. Luckily, those shatec guys shouted at me, it was then i heard the car's horning at me. Then i quickly ran, instead of standing at there like a dumb dumb.
Well, one of my senior saw me, she shouted at me, but i didn't heard it. Thus still greatful to those shatec guys. And the car for horning?

For the first time, i felt so scared. I still couldn't get over it. For your info, this was the 3rd time i was closed to knock down by a car.
First time was at sec 2, when my mum said smth to me (i forget what). I felt kinda angry and just crossed the road, without realising a oncoming black car. This one really really must thank the god i didn't got bang. Cuz i was just a few steps away from the car. My mum heart almost dropped out.
Second time happened when i was in sec 2 too. After attending a concert, on my way home. I was nearly knock down by a vehicle too. Few steps away. All those on lookers just gave the shock sound plus expression.
I didn't know why those first and second time when i was nearly knock down by a car, i was okay after minutes later.
But not for today, still trying to calm myself. Damn. I didn't dare tell my parents about it. hahs.
And for your info, today is not one of my emo days kays. I guess i'm just too tired. Maybe i should learn mr bean putting toothpick to open my eyes wide. LOL!

Sign. Didn't really put in effort in today english tuition. Cuz the whole time i was thinking about that incident. Hahs. Still i got 42/50 for my oral presentation in tuition. haha.


BIG sign. I'm trapped right in between band and mum. So how? Mum wants me to attend tuition tomorrow. While my conductor said if he see anyone absent, he will leave right away. So what am i supposed to do? Cut myself into half?
Maybe it's easy for you to say stop tuition for awhile. But do you know what's my mum's character? She's one of the most kiasu mama in s'pore.
Or you can always do a make up. But when? Midnight? I've got not only 3 tuitions, but 6 tuitions in a week. How the heck am i going to find the time.

Sorry for complaining. But i want to say something. This year we're having SYF. Why the school want to have cheer competition on april or maybe even holding a cheer competition. The school squeezed all the practices. So the non-practices we have to attend cheer practice. For god sake, i'm not a robot. I need a break too. My life is not only about schools, but there 6 tuitions in a week.
Maybe for others they can go home, and then rest before doing homework or revising.
But as for me? The only break i had is when i'm having my meals. When i reached home after tuition, i can't even rest, because it's already around 9 plus to ten. It's the time when the bed starts calling you, and once you lie on it, you'll wake up only the next morning.


What a hectic life. I'll perservere as much as i can...
Sorry to complain, but i'm just stating a fact.

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